smile when there's no reason to
there's no telling where we'll be in a day or in a week
and there's no promises of peace or of happiness
well is this why you cling to every little thing
and polverize and derrange all your senses
maybe life is a song but you're scared to song along
until the very ending
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Hello. My name is Alec.
Dusk
I spend every second thinking about those wonderful eyes that reminds me of an early afternoon dusk. But after about half of that second I keep falling into the thought of you two happy, carefree of what the world might think. I just want
you to be happy, and he makes you happy. I've accepted the fact that I wasn't the one for you, and you deserved better than this craphole of a guy. I've accepted that in order for you to be happy, I must give my happiness up. At the end of the day, I always see your face content, at last. And I forget how much it hurts to see that you're happy with someone else. You were never mine, and now's the time to accept that..
Sunday, January 25, 2009 @ 11:43 AM
Fall
Hours passed by, days passed by, weeks passed by.
I never wanted this in the first place, if i had a choice, I wouldn't want a heart if it only caused me so much pain. I'm pretentious, I'm unreal, I'm human. I concealed the feelings inside that I no longer found a way it let it out. I feel imprisoned in this cage, like a helpless bird unable to fly. I fell too deep into those eyes of yours, that I can't even find a way to get out. Never have I felt so low, down and unhappy. I was in agony, not physically but mentally. I am an inch close to becoming insane. Wait.. that was a lie I'm already insane.
Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 10:48 AM
Fix
Help me mend this broken heart.. I just want to be happy again.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 @ 6:32 PM
Fragile
My heart felt like it was going to burst into a million pieces. It was like someone decided to rip out my heart out of my chest and step on it with massive force. I never knew I could feel so much pain. Something inside me felt weak, helpless.. vulnerable. I know I shouldn't be feeling any of this, because I knew.. I thought I knew for a fact that I didn't care for you anymore. I'm forgetting to fake smile when you're around, because the truth is I'm in love, deeply and terribly in love with you. But the courage never came around..
I never really knew or even thought about it but it's true regret always comes in the end..
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @ 4:40 PM
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patrick park - life is a song
gavin degraw - stay
kelly clarkson - one day
south - paint the silence
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