smile when there's no reason to
there's no telling where we'll be in a day or in a week
and there's no promises of peace or of happiness
well is this why you cling to every little thing
and polverize and derrange all your senses
maybe life is a song but you're scared to song along
until the very ending
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Hello. My name is Alec.
Confusion
What a frustrating week.
And I feel weak.
Is it just you?
Or am I just blue?
--
A blur, that's the perfect word to describe everything.
I try to be like a complete assface when she's around..
And not talking to her seems to be working fine for now.
I can't even imagine how I can contain myself,
If I could I just would want to hug her, love her as much as I can.
Like she deserves to.
Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 6:31 PM
Needs
In special need of psychiatric help.
going crazy, all over again.
lack of sleep results this.better get some serious rest..
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winter love.
first snowfall of the year,
and it only reminds me of you..
just you.
Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 6:50 PM
For the better
I did everything for the better.I did it for the better of things, because you and I can never be a 'we'.
I did it because I still care for you, just a tad bit more than I should..
:/
Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 10:27 PM
Missed chances..
Today all I could think about was the 'what if's of life.
It flew through my head and I can't seem to get it out.
As of this second there are 6,707,580,777 people in the world, and one of those people is 'the' one.
What if your supposed soulmate is the person who sat right in front of you in the bus?
What if you walked passed by them and you never knew?
What if the girl who you help with homework everyday is the one?
What if you're never to find anyone?
All this unanswered question flowing through my mind,
And there is nothing I can do to answer it..
Nothing.
--
guess i just have to
wait
@ 7:05 PM
Just about right
Today was just like yesterday but only better.
I keep realizing how lucky we all are because we have certain things,
that others usually only dream about and we don't even appreciate it.
I keep realizing things since I've changed my outlook on life, or so I think so..
Do you even realize how many times you use the word 'I' in one day.
And that we rarely use the terms 'we', why is that..?
We always get caught up in our own little worlds that we forget about others
Others who hunger for food, and need shelter, that we all are given to in a silver platter.
Everything is given to us in a blink of an eye that we forget how to appreciate.
How to thank..
We sometimes may think that thinking is highly overrated,
but it is what brings our mind to certain facts that keep us sane.
Making sense of all this crap might be confusing.
Point is, we need remember..
Remember to appreciate what we have and focus less on what we don't have..
Because the day may come when all the things around us is all that's left..
Nothing more.
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Lack of inspiration is what I've been suffering from these past few days..
So bare with me..
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 6:35 PM
Over by now,
Days have gone by, thoughts have flown through my head.
Loneliness is all I've felt, but it's over.
They say life is supposed to be lived to the fullest, and it should.For once, I just want to be happy, I want to be able to laugh again without anymore worries.
And now I am..
I ask myself how I could've ever doubted my ability to go through anymore hardships,
but that's when I realized they made me stronger.
No more hate, and no more love.
Just this time, I'd like not to think about myself.
and start thinking of everyone else..
It's time to think about the world--
Another phase of my life has just begun..
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 @ 7:54 PM
The end is near..
It's come to this.. I just wanna say everything to her. Like now.. but I can't.
"I'm completely falling for you and I can't seem to stop.
My heart beats faster than the speed of a bullet when you're around.
I just wanted you to know.. that I'm in love with you..
I just want you to know that, even if you don't feel the same way..
I completely understand, I just can't keep lying around thinking of you every minute of everyday and not say anything.. I just wanted you to know how I feel.
I hope this doesn't change anything, I hope it stays the same.."
that's how I want to tell her..
but I never seem to have the courage..
Monday, November 3, 2008 @ 3:50 PM
music from the blog
patrick park - life is a song
gavin degraw - stay
kelly clarkson - one day
south - paint the silence
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